It's only Tuesday and I don't think my sensitive heart can take anymore of this. I had to say goodbye today. I want to put off goodbyes for as long as I can.I try to be stressed about OTHER things in my life.This was not hard to do with my College acting stupid and giving me high blood pressure yesterday ontop of an oral project that was due the next day..but when all my issues were fixed,project was turned in,I had no choice but to face it..I had to say goodbye to Guada. I kept on a brave face gave her a long hug and tried to be as casual as possible but on the inside I wanted to cry.Like Oprah Ugly cry..but I could not let that take place. Anyone who knows me knows I HATE GOODBYES.I get super clingy,I cry days before the separation takes place,and make sad faces all over the place.People hate me when it's time to separate because they know this about me.I cannot help it, I am sensitive like my father.
I just would like to reflect on the influence that Guada has had on my life.She was my little angel no lie.I believe people are put in your life for a reason,and she was def. a blessing.When I was down on being in BA and wanting to just hop on a plane and leave..she appeared in my life.She is so smart, sweet, passionate, thoughtful,selfless,and so determined.I wish I had been like her when I was 15 years old. She inspires me to be a better student,a better me,and to also humble myself.I am blessed with an amazing education at University that many people would kill for.When you are in that setting sometimes you forget and I definitely had.I love my school and though they give me soo much hell sometimes,I made the best decision of my life.
ENTONCES,I am sad. I want to be there when she makes her decisions on the schools she is applying for,to see her face when she sees Stanford for the first time this summer, and to see her smile when she is accepted into the University of her choice.I am going to be missing out on all these things:(
I shall miss Guada and her family.They always tell me how thankful they are for me helping Guada but I am thankful for them.They brought me in with open arms and treated me like their own child.They have done so much for me and I will never forget them.
I just would like to reflect on the influence that Guada has had on my life.She was my little angel no lie.I believe people are put in your life for a reason,and she was def. a blessing.When I was down on being in BA and wanting to just hop on a plane and leave..she appeared in my life.She is so smart, sweet, passionate, thoughtful,selfless,and so determined.I wish I had been like her when I was 15 years old. She inspires me to be a better student,a better me,and to also humble myself.I am blessed with an amazing education at University that many people would kill for.When you are in that setting sometimes you forget and I definitely had.I love my school and though they give me soo much hell sometimes,I made the best decision of my life.
ENTONCES,I am sad. I want to be there when she makes her decisions on the schools she is applying for,to see her face when she sees Stanford for the first time this summer, and to see her smile when she is accepted into the University of her choice.I am going to be missing out on all these things:(
I shall miss Guada and her family.They always tell me how thankful they are for me helping Guada but I am thankful for them.They brought me in with open arms and treated me like their own child.They have done so much for me and I will never forget them.